Context: Alan King is a Caribbean American, whose parents emigrated from Trinidad and Tobago to the U.S. In this poem, a speaker witnesses two boys fight.
As you read, pay attention to the speaker's reaction to seeing the two boys fight.
In a mob of school kids,
two boys shove each other
before theyâre on the ground.
They jab at air and grass,
missing the jaw, cheek and eye.
A girl standing at the edge
screams at the boy
straddling his opponent.
Leave him alone.
This wonât make me like you.
I watch from my car
across the street
after cruising through an old âhood,
two decades removed
from my childhood.
And yet this gust spirals
the pinwheel of memory,
whirling me back to third grade,
when I obsessed2 over Tia Jones
the way my friends swarmed
the ice cream truck for grape Pixy Stix.
She was a sixth grader, who mistook
my lamppost legs and power line arms
for a fifth grader.
She was as old as the boys
throwing grass in each otherâs hair,
rolling around in a kind of awkward
tango towards manhood.
Watching the chubby kid
overpower his skinny enemy,
Iâm reminded of Darnell,
an older boy too short for Tia.
Thatâs when I wonder
if Insecurityâs3 the biggest instigator.4
The one constantly egging you on
to prove yourself,
like that day Darnell kept asking,
Why you so stupid?
It was the day I gave Tia
a Valentineâs card I made
with construction paper
and magic markers.
She kissed my cheek,
her lips flipped the switch
to the streetlights inside me.
Why you so stupid? Darnell said.
He shoved me. You so stupid
you donât even speak.
Tiaâs fingers locked with mine,
Letâs get out of here.
I didnât speak when he snatched her card
and tore it, when I unzipped my bag,
pulled out cleats,5 and smacked him.
I was a nest of wasps.
Each cleat stung him
over and over.
A womanâs yell calls me back
across the street. Itâs the neighbor
on her front porch, wearing
a blue tattered housecoat
and floppy pink slippers.
She holds up her phone,
and the crowd scatters,
Yâall need to stop! I got police on the line!
I wish I had someone like her
to save me from myself
before Darnellâs tears streaked
over welts big as bee stings.
Tia nowhere in sight
While watching the fight, the speaker...